9.Unstill to Focus

for some time, for so long i've been too unstill to focus on my
future
out of step, overwhelmed, i have to chart a better course for my
life
set sights to exploreto see the world and live within the
moment
and i want culture, to meet different groups of people trying
new things

i won't follow a world so hollow
i won't give in will be my anthem

should i write? should i call to reach out to friends instead
of disconnecting
despite blame, ignore fear. i'll show dignity, respect, and
self-reliance

wishful thinking, i'm not breaking. i think i've found clarity.